I shouldn't have gone. Should I?

I don't mind I was admitting I was worried..

SOMETHING has affected my mind..

" Your attitude will affect how successful you are "

It touched the feelings of mine...

I'm thinking..

I'm planning..

Planning for things which are more and more important ..

No longer using facebook..

No longer using twitter..

As the thoughts ran through my mind..

I came to a conclusion..

MAYBE I should also stop blogging..

Away from you, mac..

Yay, MAYBE..

TIll..

MY MIND HAD CHANGED...

Adios~

Letter in my mind~

You are not alone...

Though we're far apart..

You'll always be in my heart...

Rest in peace..

MICHEAL JACKSON

hati terluka

yiyon is not feeling well now..

dizzy@_@

bye

please concentrate!

what a fool i was to do this

ah kee

Just to tell..

The cempaka which is having a holiday now is not mine..

I really wish to..

unfortunately..

stop asking please..LOL

Thanks for everything@@

just some random pictures

lazy to update la.

sorry guys...@_@

later @@

something special

Happy father's day..

Do love and care for your dad..

Appreciate..

It's all about love..

I love you papa..

Thanks for giving me everything..

Accepting everything about me..

even my fault and weaknesses..

You'll always be in my heart..

I swear on my life..

Hugs and kisses here for the only you...

lots of love

miss, yon.

simple and nice

Yesterday, I went to my previous school which name's kwang hua for quite a short while.

It's a fact that kwang hua did really changed a lot..

Including the facilities..people(form 3's students)..WOW..

Most of my friends were totally shocked when they saw me as it was a suprise for my special "them" though..

They can't really recognized me at first as they said I did changed "A LOT"..

SOUNDS WEIRD...i know @_@

kinda had some fun with them yesterday..

REALIZEd that I really miss them a lotttttt....

Truely happy getting to know them...

I love you guys~

AWESOME ONE

JIA XIN!!!!!!!!

I LIKE YOUR NEW POST!

IT HELPS ME A LOT!!

I'M EXTREMELY PROUD OF YOU!!

YOU REALLY DID WELL IN YOUR EXAMS!!!

I MEAN YOU REALLY DID A GREAT JOB!!!

OMG!!

HOW DID YOU DO THAT??!

THAT'S REALLY COOLLLLLLL~

WELL DONE BABYYYYYY!!!!

clap clap clap clap clap clap clap clap clap clap clap clap*****

lifeless

 I know i'm kinda weird..

sometimes..

ok , most of the time..

so what?

Do I look like i care or something? lol

one of the GREATEST things of all time

Let me tell you something about this girl..

She is attractive to many men..

Seriously~

Thank you very much indeed!

You really do make my life fun!

I know we look CUTE

Ignore this

I was like.."WOW, look at this girl..she's SEXY Indeed!"

OH my..

I really feel like slapping her..HAHAHA

put the blame on me~

ok, i know you look really CUTE, and your eyes~DAMN HUGE MAN

is she crazy or whattttt?!

wait, who is she? HAHAHA

I know it would be a waste of time right?

But I love it whatsoever

ok, it's time for bed~

BYE GUYS!

WEIRDO~

ignore this

chemistry~

once again...

yiyon's DEAD...~

dead

The time now is 12.19pm..

obviously, I'm still studying at school..

but what the hell am i doing here?

ARGHH.. 

Bm is always so damn boring..

I got 3b in my sejarah..

emoing~

yiyon is DEAD...~

obstacle? NO WAY!

Results are just nothing yiyon~

Do look forward to the FINAL exam~

That's your target!

YOU can do it!

TRUST ME!!!

WOOHOOOOOO~

Regret?

Here comes the end of two weeks holidays..

Such a WASTE..

'' OH MY...!!!"

HOW time flies..

But it's okayy..

a new fresh starting again..

Here's my great promises..

study well.. ( the beginning of the year was just sucks)

going on a diet.. ( seriously)

stop being lazy, annoying, naughty...

And of course..

do love and care for my FAMILY!

I SWEAR...

simple's

God can create everything..

BUt the question is..

Why did GOD create conflict, sadness, painful..

Why not just give us a shortcut to happiness?

I don't get the meaning of life..

ok...

Continue..

my homework.. 

4.56am

The time now is 4.56 am..

So guess what am i doing here?

hahaha.. as others..

I was talking on the phone with my old friend..

I was totally shocked when she called me..

Cause the last call from her was about 2 years ago or so..

We were talking crap along the night..

I know it seems weird, butt.. U know.. HAHAHA..

Later, while I was talking to her..

I saw a box that consists of 365 stars and a card  made by my ex-classmates..

They told me that the stars were needed to take care of me everyday.. (thats why it's 365)

SO,I Started to count the stars.. Guess what I found out?

370 stars.. HAHAHA, T.HOW, YOU WERE WRONG..

  

Also, I found a card.. 

I have to admit that I was beginning to feel touched by the card( the one who made this card)..

Maybe a little.. hahahaha

Let me show you some touching parts of it..

The friends that love her dearly..

no matter what maybe..

if she will look around..

she will clearly see..

So, sweet guardian angle..

watch over her with cares..

let her knows my heart is with her..

It's with her everywhere and forever..

Thinking of you..

To my my best friend- Yvonne...

WOHOOOOOO..

Relationships

Having been convinced that my motivation for having holidays was really a mechanism for expressing some implicit relationships between ideas, I started thinking about what explicit relationships I might want to express..

So, this is what I found..

Common

A relationship between two people can have very different meanings. In some relationships such as two lovers, they can also be best friends because they share good communication.

 A relationship between a parent and child has a special bond because they share love, and affection for each other. However, there are times when a relationship can go bad because there is no understanding, lack of communication, and a feeling of distance in the relationship.

Relationship Jealousy ( knowledge )

One of the most critical and complex aspects of relationships is communication. Communication represents more than an expression of content. It also reflects values, beliefs, feelings based on prior development and influences. When these underlying elements of communication differ between two individuals who are not adept at constructive communication, the relationship suffers. When communication in couples is fraught with tension, negativity, and blame, the relationship deteriorates.

What I got will be a memorable relationship..

The most memorable relationship I had with a person happened during last year  when I was in year 9 at kwang hua. Her name was Su Sien and she was my so called “best friend”. hahaha.. The relationship we had is special and lasting in many ways. What I learned from the relationship, and what I got out of it, became part of my life as I grew up.. I guess

Sien was something to look at. She was a “tall black” WOMAN with long black hair. She had the kindest brown eyes, and when she looked at me, I knew she was really seeing me. Sien and I became best friends as a result of the relationship Kaiye and I shared.

At the time I met S , I had personal family problems that were affecting how I felt, how I dealt with life and  school. I always knew the difference between right and wrong, but my emotional state was such that I had a hard time concentrating and focusing in school. Because of this, I had some difficulties in some common things.. Besides kai ye, I think she’s the only one who can really lend me her ears...

Thats why.. I love her as my best friend ever..

my only "her"

OK, how am I gonna start this?  HAHAHA..

O ya ! I just talked to kaiye, she was cycling in front of her college..

Guess what happened on the next?? She fall down..HAHAHHA

She'd been made to look foolish (it's a compliment) HAHAHAHA...

Ok, I 'm not that mean.. you know I love you right? hahhaahhah

Be careful la you weii, you know how *** you are..

"WITHOUT ME'' , you have try to take care of yourself.. ok? hehehe..

You asked me to "'unlink'' you, do you think i will do that? sorry to tell you..NO!

As you told me, blog is something that people can know you more..

Seriously, It's a pity that we are no longer as last time..

Still can't even believe that a year has passed since the sissy days..

We have to do something but not just put it off..

I'm trying my best to do that, you knew me well..

SO, you have to update your blog..ALL THE TIME!

Cause I need to know you.. your life.. your friends..

I NEED YOU! MORE THAN EVERYTHING!

miss, yon

p.s : u said u can't understand my words (cause it’s chim).. how is it now? SIMPLE AND NICE.. hahaha..

Normal

I MISS JHUNG                                  

I MISS  KAI YE             I MISS KARIN      I MISS  CHOON SHEN

I MISS  SU MIN           I MISS KORSAN            I MISS  3L

I MISS SU YIN               I MISS AH KEE             I MISS  SHERRIE

I MISS  SU SIEN          I MISS TONI                     I MISS  Jia XIn

 I MISS TECK HOW     I MISS  KAR KIT

I MISS  TZE NE            I MISS JIA XUN              I MISS  SI YING

I MISS  JIA YEE           I MISS AH FOOK            I MISS  VIVIAN

I MISS  JIA WAI           I MISS MEI WAI               I MISS  YUN MIN

I MISS  JAYLYN            I MISS CERN SHEAN                

I MISS  SHARON JIE       I MISS BESTIAN

I MISS  JASON                     I MISS RUMAH D

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Things changed

As the title said, thing changes..

Even you..

I don't know what's going on, butt something told me that you have changed..

Who are you? I have to admit..

You are no longer the one that i used to know..

He's good.. he's nice.. he's funny.. BUTT nott annoying..

I know there must be something wrong.. 

Therefore, I am...

I can help nothing..

Maybe I should let you be..

I'm done with these...

I'm nothing for you..

I'm sorry.........

Anyhow, I'm always here for you...

Just try your best will do..

Stop being sad...

Friendship..STILL...