sHeLLy ShEllY sHelVe

2011-02-18T10:17:00.001-08:00

真的
很想家 ~

the old me, but the new you

2010-10-10T11:28:00.000-07:00

I've tried my best
to prove how much I care about you
I've never expected this to be happened
its just so.. out of sudden

sorry to say but I'm tired with all these
you are no longer the one who you used to be
there's no point pulling you back either
when you are actually happy and comfortable with who you are and whom you with now =)

so..
say bye to my used to be best friend and hello to the new friend
be happy and smile, like you used to be ~
I will miss you, my gurl. loves ♡♥

no more tears dropping ..

Its time to move on,
with a smile on my face..

- the end -

to the sunshine of my high school life ~

smile

2010-06-25T04:03:00.000-07:00

At least, I can see your smile, and thats, more than enough :)

full stop ~

a plan?

2010-06-21T19:55:00.001-07:00

all I can do right now
study like mad
movie
outing whenever I'm free even though I'm lazy
not gonna online that often
stop being a stalker

all I can do
as if I can

I can be a very busy person
I can be
trying so hard to be

I don't wanna be alone
I'm scared of being alone
there's no point of thinking much
they are all just nonsenses
its all over

who am I to you?
friend?
now who are you to me?
memories
sweet memories

now,
its time to wake up from my dream

sad to say but
thanks for everything
*appreciate*
love

a dramatic society ~

needs a talk, with my own heart

2010-06-21T10:35:00.000-07:00

can someone just kill me now? please?
I know, I'm being so emo for this few days and I know, its just so not me.
gimme some time, friends, and I will be back.
sorry and many thanks to all concerned.

Its all over, memories are just nothing. I couldn't even listen to the song , not anymore..

I'm dead, for now.

no more holding back ~
thanks for the way you treat me ~

in a long run ~

2010-06-15T08:04:00.000-07:00

Just got to meet up with my sista who just came back from uk yesterday. Its been a while since the last time we had our lovely talk, so it would take like an age to tell her everything which happened to me haha.

For the past few hours, we had a chance to share in some of our secrets. I’ve never tried to keep secrets from her as I know that my sista can always be the most perfect secret keeper.

Though we seldom talk to each other, its weird and somehow funny that she knows whats on my mind all the time . Theres always this special bond of understanding between us which makes our relationship remains that sweet all the while =)

Thats why, I love her , my beloved sister , a fun - loving girl <3

welcome back pretty ( L.G ) ~
cant’t wait for the next outing ~

last message : the love behind our relationship ~

2010-06-04T02:53:00.000-07:00

6 years, we have been knowing each other for 6 years and now, our relationship is officially done...

There are lots of memories between you and I. We were best friends because we were so much alike as in a different way. And also we did share our love and affection for each other.

At first , we talked a lot and it became obvious that we had a lot in common. We became more and more inpressed with each other as the days and weeks went by. It often happened that we thought of the same thing, and we both felt the same way that we are important to each other. If for some reasons we could not meet up then there would be messages going back and forth to make up for the lack. We spoke on the phone and we were truly honest with each other.

We had good communication either but somehow , now the relationship is getting worst and I’ve seriously no idea why is it like that. reason is because, there is no understanding? or lack of communication? ya maybe thats the truth as we didn get to meet up that often since I had transferred to another school. I find it sad though cause there is a feeling of distance starting to occur in our relationship.

We behaved as though we were going together and I had to admit that I did spend a lot of time thinking of “you” but we both knew that because of the distance between us we did not have a chance.

I knew something bad was going to happen before the day “you” called me, I knew that it was going to over before it had begun. Things got worst when you did not want to continue with the relationship as you were tired and felt like you were drowning, you blamed me I did nothing and you did all the chasing. I was heart broken and couldn’t really believe that a human being who is suppose to be sweet and caring could treat me that way. I was in a shock for quite a long while. The feeling I had was so bad and I decided that no more did I want to put an effort on any kind of relationship.

Words to you : “ I’ve tried my best to show you my loves, my best friend. I’d given you thousandth times of explainations , saying that I’m still the same. Instead of telling you how exactly I feel , I even made it through actions. But whatever I have done, why is it never enough to make you feel my love? I cant understand why you found me in the first place if you thought that I wasn’t a good one. =( ”

Its all my fault after all, I was the one who changed at first, sorry.

I wanted to tell this story but I would not like for people to think as if it was a source of disappointments. Thanks :)

Lastly,

I’ve not regretted knowing you as my best friend, sunny =)

簡單愛~

I have been forced to update my blog constantly =(

2010-04-21T04:51:00.001-07:00

i'm always worried about you,

but it seems like you never care as if there is nothing to do with you

I always wanted to find you, talk to you,

listen to you, and watch the way you smile

but there is always a feeling telling me that i'm annoying

I really hate that though ><

can you please, don change?

as in the way you treat me,

cause

i'm getting used to it =(

you make my life a total different~

my sweetie =)

truth hurts~

making love out of nothing at all

2010-04-21T04:04:00.000-07:00

I know just how to whisper
And I know just how to cry
I know just where to find the answers
And I know just how to lie
I know just how to fake it
And I know just how to scheme
I know just when to face the truth
And then I know just when to dream

And I know just where to touch you
And I know just what to prove
I know when to pull you closer
And I know when to let you loose
And I know the night is fading
And I know the time's gonna fly
And I'm never gonna tell you
Everything I gotta tell you
But I know I gotta give it a try

And I know the roads to riches
And I know the ways to fame
I know all the rules
And I know how to break 'em
And I always know the name of the game

But I don't know how to leave you
And I'll never let you fall
And I don't know how you do it
Making love out of nothing at all

Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all
Making love, Out of nothing at all

Everytime I see you all the rays of the sun
Are streaming through the waves in your hair
And every star in the sky is taking aim at your eyes
Like a spotlight

The beating of my heart is a drum and it's lost
And it's looking for a rhythm like you
You can take the darkness from the pit of the night
And turn into a beacon burning endlessly bright

I've gotta follow it 'cause everything I know
Well it's nothing till I give it to you

I can make the runner stumble
I can make the final block
And I can make every tackle at the sound of the whistle
I can make all the stadiums rock
I can make tonight forever
Or I can make it disappear by the dawn
I can make you every promise that has ever been made
I can make all your demons be gone

But I'm never gonna make it without you
Do you really want to see me crawl
And I'm never gonna make it like you do
Making love out of nothing at all

in love with the song ~

sudden

2009-12-04T11:31:00.000-08:00

A : 11 Dec 2009

B: what is so special about that ?

A: my SOMEONE is coming back!

B : OMG! you serious?!

A: of course I do!

B : who says so?!

A : obviously its me!

B : OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

A : wheeeeeeeeeeee =)

A & B : WE ARE CRAZAYYY! hahahahahahah

just ignore me alright, I'm insane LOL

random post

grin grin ^^

miss you though

hugssssss

About girls on Guys- by a guy

2009-12-04T01:28:00.000-08:00

gurlss, this is so TRUE. don't u think so? READ IT

7.10am

You unsnooze your alarm and instantly, you are busy prepping yourself, all in the holy name of sexual appeal. After cleaning your face with 7 different types of the same soap, you spend half an eternity applying a circus of makeup to your face and the other half trying to figure out what to wear. You only stop when you look like an ANTM contestant. You know you're ready now.

9.00am

You put on your best smile and strut your stuff to class. You notice guys grinning at you. Some guys even blush as you catch them staring. Boys can be so cute, you think to yourself. Now you start to grin too.

10.20am

You flip your phone open, the first of what will be a gajillion times today, and check for calls or texts. Who are you checking for? Reality Check: If mom, your BFF and the cute guy from class were to call you at the same time, who would you really, really want to pick up on first? I thought so.

12.00pm

Lunch. Who do you sit with? The cute boys who invited you to sit with them or your girlfriends? Girlfriends of course, so you can shamelessly eyeball those boys AND gossip at the same time. As you and your girls exchange highly classified notes on boys you start thinking 'wow. guys are weird' and yet you can't help but look curiously across at the other table.

12.10pm

You check your phone. One missed call from dad. Nice.

3.20pm

So you're at the mall and all you seem to notice are the cuties roaming about. While you check them out, you stumble into a store and pick out a dress. Who are you dressing up for? Who would you really, really want to be seen wearing it with? Dad, BFF or Chace Crawford lookalike from class? I thought so. You check your phone again. Nothing. You've now officially gone MAD. (read: Male Attention Deficient).

4.30pm

The phone rings. It's him - Mr. Chace from class. Jockpot! He asks you out for dinner. Eventhough you have plans you tell him to pick you up at 7. From here on out, you're on Operation Date Mode. The number of times you will think about guys will quardruple. By like a million fold.

6.30pm

You're on high ODM alert. What to wear, what to say, where to go, is this skirt too short, why is my hair so crazy, if he brings me to a mamak I'm going to kill him etc.

7.00pm

You eat, you talk, you laugh, and in between, your cerebral juices work overtime trying to figure out the opposite sex. You tell him you want to watch the Hannah Montana movie, just to catch his reaction. His face turns pale and just like that you know you're going to have fun tonight.

12.00am

You're tucked in bed happily exhausted, but you still can't get Mr. Chace off your mind. Going through everything he said and did. Did I say anything wrong, oh I hope I didn't say anything wrong. You shake your head, guys can be SOOOOOO complicated.

Then you fall asleep. Guess who you dream about? I thought so.

C'on, I'm just being honest :D

OMF-G!

insomnia?

2009-12-01T14:05:00.000-08:00

Am i suffering from insomnia?

HELL NO!

still, damn pissed

6.01am HELP ME OUT OF THIS

2009-12-01T13:59:00.000-08:00

I have been lying on my bed since 5 hours ago

Its now 6.01am

yet,

i'm still awake,

what am I thinking of??!

damn pissed

not in the mood

get the hell away from me

Beauty?

2009-11-14T00:06:00.000-08:00

What do you think beauty is?

Well,

someone thinks that watching a tear trickling down someone’s face is the beauty of the world.

For people like me,

I think..

waking up in the morning and watching a movie perhaps is a real beauty.^^

I love my life:) wheeeeeee ^^

A Warm November Evening~

finally

2009-10-26T08:14:00.000-07:00

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just had a fight with him

am so regretted

but why would you do that to me?!

How could you?!

I 'll always remember your words

down the drain

2009-09-11T07:15:00.000-07:00

There are many different things that I should care about.

Everything is wrong yet nothing is wrong.

I thought that if I cried perhaps, that would release my emotions,

but obviously, it doesn't work.

Weekend is coming soon..

supposedly they would be my relaxing days

but still, I am in this awful mood

Its not that I am complaining about all the wonderful things I have

But, I seriously feel nothing

Whats the matter with me??

I hate the way I feel right now

I needed this day to just keep to myself

Everything seems to be peaceful and quiet now

Apparently I'm not gonna be happy in these few days..

Talk to me Only If you love me

Otherwise..

Appeared to be in a very bad mood about things which had happened in these few days~

Final

2009-09-10T17:35:00.000-07:00

the words that will come from my mouth

under depression

26 days left

to my final

The last chance

kor, believe my words

I will try my best

to prove that

I'm awesome ..

(though i'm not really in the study mood) hahaha

I love you guysssss

I'm desperately "hunting" for As

HAHAHAHAHA

a proven ability to work hard~

Hatin on the club

2009-08-21T06:06:00.000-07:00

Now this will be the last time you did me wrong
No more laying up in your arms
No calling, saying you want me back
I'm packing my bags, what you think about that?

I stayed at home like a good girl do
But tonight baby you got me sad and blue
I just heard about the girl in your car, yall kissing at the bar
Got me crying

[Chorus:]
Oh, you got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Oh you took my love
Now you got me like whoahhh(why..)
You got me hatin' on the club(why..)
You took my love(why..)
Why'd you have to take my love(why..)
Whoahh...

And you can be mad at me all you want
I ain't coming in, I'll be waiting out front
Coming out the door with your girlfriend
You did me wrong boy tell me where our love went

I stayed at home like a good girl do
But tonight baby you got me sad and blue
I just heard about the girl in your car, yall kissing at the bar
Got me crying

[Chorus:]
Oh, you got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Oh you took my love
Now you got me like whoahhh(why..)
You got me hatin' on the club(why..)
You took my love(why..)
Why'd you have to take my love(why..)
Whoahh...

Now this is the sound of a broken heart
There's only one reason why we're apart
She never woulda made it to your car
If it wasn't for the club,I'd still have my love(I'd still have my love)
We would still have us(We would still have us)
I'd still have my love(I'd still have my love)
We would still have us

But now we're like whoah

Oh, you got me hatin' on the club
You took my love
Oh you took my love

You got her hatin
Boy you got her hatin on the (A)
You got her hatin
Boy you got her hatin on the (A)
You got her hatin
Boy you got her hatin on the club, club, club, club

the simple truth

2009-08-20T05:27:00.000-07:00

I always try to be the funny one..

try to be friendly to people around me..

try to avoid many of the things that used to stress me before..

always think positive..

but now, I have to admit that..

I had been lost in thought..

please, get out of my mind..

I want to live how I like..

want to go for a walk to have a think

screaming..

pretty well over

2009-08-20T05:06:00.000-07:00

here comes my one-week holiday..

arrrghhh, such a relief for me! ( i'm obviously under a lot of stress )

lol

I am looking forward to the day..
the day I can meet someone who I really miss..
2 days more..

I take it you can drive?HAHAHA..
so please, drive me far cry from here..

and i will put my finger up to my eye..kekekeke^^

it's nice getting to know you

miss misssss*

guys

2009-08-04T22:08:00.000-07:00

okayy so.. since i have nothing much to write..

and i have to update my dead blog by FORCE..

here's some GORGEOUS pictures for my dear readers~

bye hotties~

第一次

2009-07-31T00:45:00.000-07:00

想體驗用華語寫部落格的感覺

好久好久沒有用華語了

生疏是難免的

寫著華語的過程中

想起了一連串的回憶

開心的 ~

傷心的 ~

干笑了一下...

我的淚水

情不自禁的

模湖了神線...

眼底充滿了哀求~

Hit

2009-07-23T20:16:00.000-07:00

just feel like telling the whole world..

RIGHT NOW!!!

I LOVE YOU!!

my dearly papa~

reason?

would be...

secret~

I shouldn't have gone. Should I?

2009-06-29T09:40:00.000-07:00

I don't mind I was admitting I was worried..

SOMETHING has affected my mind..

" Your attitude will affect how successful you are "

It touched the feelings of mine...

I'm thinking..

I'm planning..

Planning for things which are more and more important ..

No longer using facebook..

No longer using twitter..

As the thoughts ran through my mind..

I came to a conclusion..

MAYBE I should also stop blogging..

Away from you, mac..

Yay, MAYBE..

TIll..

MY MIND HAD CHANGED...

Adios~

Letter in my mind~

You are not alone...

2009-06-27T09:49:00.000-07:00

Though we're far apart..

You'll always be in my heart...

Rest in peace..

MICHEAL JACKSON

hati terluka

2009-06-24T02:20:00.000-07:00

yiyon is not feeling well now..

dizzy@_@

bye

please concentrate!

what a fool i was to do this

ah kee

2009-06-23T22:07:00.000-07:00

Just to tell..

The cempaka which is having a holiday now is not mine..

I really wish to..

unfortunately..

stop asking please..LOL

Thanks for everything@@

just some random pictures

lazy to update la.

sorry guys...@_@

later @@

something special

2009-06-20T10:12:00.000-07:00

Happy father's day..

Do love and care for your dad..

Appreciate..

It's all about love..

I love you papa..

Thanks for giving me everything..

Accepting everything about me..

even my fault and weaknesses..

You'll always be in my heart..

I swear on my life..

Hugs and kisses here for the only you...

lots of love

miss, yon.

simple and nice

2009-06-20T09:52:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I went to my previous school which name's kwang hua for quite a short while.

It's a fact that kwang hua did really changed a lot..

Including the facilities..people(form 3's students)..WOW..

Most of my friends were totally shocked when they saw me as it was a suprise for my special "them" though..

They can't really recognized me at first as they said I did changed "A LOT"..

SOUNDS WEIRD...i know @_@

kinda had some fun with them yesterday..

REALIZEd that I really miss them a lotttttt....

Truely happy getting to know them...

I love you guys~

AWESOME ONE

2009-06-18T09:39:00.000-07:00

JIA XIN!!!!!!!!

I LIKE YOUR NEW POST!

IT HELPS ME A LOT!!

I'M EXTREMELY PROUD OF YOU!!

YOU REALLY DID WELL IN YOUR EXAMS!!!

I MEAN YOU REALLY DID A GREAT JOB!!!

OMG!!

HOW DID YOU DO THAT??!

THAT'S REALLY COOLLLLLLL~

WELL DONE BABYYYYYY!!!!

clap clap clap clap clap clap clap clap clap clap clap clap*****

lifeless

2009-06-18T05:49:00.000-07:00

I know i'm kinda weird..

sometimes..

ok , most of the time..

so what?

Do I look like i care or something? lol

one of the GREATEST things of all time

Let me tell you something about this girl..

She is attractive to many men..

Seriously~

Thank you very much indeed!

You really do make my life fun!

I know we look CUTE

Ignore this

I was like.."WOW, look at this girl..she's SEXY Indeed!"

OH my..

I really feel like slapping her..HAHAHA

put the blame on me~

ok, i know you look really CUTE, and your eyes~DAMN HUGE MAN

is she crazy or whattttt?!

wait, who is she? HAHAHA

I know it would be a waste of time right?

But I love it whatsoever

ok, it's time for bed~

BYE GUYS!

WEIRDO~

ignore this

2009-06-16T22:04:00.000-07:00

chemistry~

once again...

yiyon's DEAD...~

dead

2009-06-16T21:19:00.000-07:00

The time now is 12.19pm..

obviously, I'm still studying at school..

but what the hell am i doing here?

ARGHH..

Bm is always so damn boring..

I got 3b in my sejarah..

emoing~

yiyon is DEAD...~

obstacle? NO WAY!

2009-06-15T03:01:00.000-07:00

Results are just nothing yiyon~

Do look forward to the FINAL exam~

That's your target!

YOU can do it!

TRUST ME!!!

WOOHOOOOOO~

Regret?

2009-06-14T04:31:00.000-07:00

Here comes the end of two weeks holidays..

Such a WASTE..

'' OH MY...!!!"

HOW time flies..

But it's okayy..

a new fresh starting again..

Here's my great promises..

study well.. ( the beginning of the year was just sucks)

going on a diet.. ( seriously)

stop being lazy, annoying, naughty...

And of course..

do love and care for my FAMILY!

I SWEAR...

simple's

2009-06-12T01:42:00.000-07:00

God can create everything..

BUt the question is..

Why did GOD create conflict, sadness, painful..

Why not just give us a shortcut to happiness?

I don't get the meaning of life..

ok...

Continue..

my homework..

4.56am

2009-06-10T14:21:00.000-07:00

The time now is 4.56 am..

So guess what am i doing here?

hahaha.. as others..

I was talking on the phone with my old friend..

I was totally shocked when she called me..

Cause the last call from her was about 2 years ago or so..

We were talking crap along the night..

I know it seems weird, butt.. U know.. HAHAHA..

Later, while I was talking to her..

I saw a box that consists of 365 stars and a card made by my ex-classmates..

They told me that the stars were needed to take care of me everyday.. (thats why it's 365)

SO,I Started to count the stars.. Guess what I found out?

370 stars.. HAHAHA, T.HOW, YOU WERE WRONG..

Also, I found a card..

I have to admit that I was beginning to feel touched by the card( the one who made this card)..

Maybe a little.. hahahaha

Let me show you some touching parts of it..

The friends that love her dearly..

no matter what maybe..

if she will look around..

she will clearly see..

So, sweet guardian angle..

watch over her with cares..

let her knows my heart is with her..

It's with her everywhere and forever..

Thinking of you..

To my my best friend- Yvonne...

WOHOOOOOO..

Relationships

2009-06-09T22:56:00.000-07:00

Having been convinced that my motivation for having holidays was really a mechanism for expressing some implicit relationships between ideas, I started thinking about what explicit relationships I might want to express..

So, this is what I found..

Common

A relationship between two people can have very different meanings. In some relationships such as two lovers, they can also be best friends because they share good communication.

A relationship between a parent and child has a special bond because they share love, and affection for each other. However, there are times when a relationship can go bad because there is no understanding, lack of communication, and a feeling of distance in the relationship.

Relationship Jealousy ( knowledge )

One of the most critical and complex aspects of relationships is communication. Communication represents more than an expression of content. It also reflects values, beliefs, feelings based on prior development and influences. When these underlying elements of communication differ between two individuals who are not adept at constructive communication, the relationship suffers. When communication in couples is fraught with tension, negativity, and blame, the relationship deteriorates.

What I got will be a memorable relationship..

The most memorable relationship I had with a person happened during last year when I was in year 9 at kwang hua. Her name was Su Sien and she was my so called “best friend”. hahaha.. The relationship we had is special and lasting in many ways. What I learned from the relationship, and what I got out of it, became part of my life as I grew up.. I guess

Sien was something to look at. She was a “tall black” WOMAN with long black hair. She had the kindest brown eyes, and when she looked at me, I knew she was really seeing me. Sien and I became best friends as a result of the relationship Kaiye and I shared.

At the time I met S , I had personal family problems that were affecting how I felt, how I dealt with life and school. I always knew the difference between right and wrong, but my emotional state was such that I had a hard time concentrating and focusing in school. Because of this, I had some difficulties in some common things.. Besides kai ye, I think she’s the only one who can really lend me her ears...

Thats why.. I love her as my best friend ever..

my only "her"

2009-06-09T05:35:00.000-07:00

OK, how am I gonna start this? HAHAHA..

O ya ! I just talked to kaiye, she was cycling in front of her college..

Guess what happened on the next?? She fall down..HAHAHHA

She'd been made to look foolish (it's a compliment) HAHAHAHA...

Ok, I 'm not that mean.. you know I love you right? hahhaahhah

Be careful la you weii, you know how *** you are..

"WITHOUT ME'' , you have try to take care of yourself.. ok? hehehe..

You asked me to "'unlink'' you, do you think i will do that? sorry to tell you..NO!

As you told me, blog is something that people can know you more..

Seriously, It's a pity that we are no longer as last time..

Still can't even believe that a year has passed since the sissy days..

We have to do something but not just put it off..

I'm trying my best to do that, you knew me well..

SO, you have to update your blog..ALL THE TIME!

Cause I need to know you.. your life.. your friends..

I NEED YOU! MORE THAN EVERYTHING!

miss, yon

p.s : u said u can't understand my words (cause it’s chim).. how is it now? SIMPLE AND NICE.. hahaha..

Normal

2009-06-09T05:00:00.000-07:00

I MISS JHUNG

I MISS KAI YE I MISS KARIN I MISS CHOON SHEN

I MISS SU MIN I MISS KORSAN I MISS 3L

I MISS SU YIN I MISS AH KEE I MISS SHERRIE

I MISS SU SIEN I MISS TONI I MISS Jia XIn

I MISS TECK HOW I MISS KAR KIT

I MISS TZE NE I MISS JIA XUN I MISS SI YING

I MISS JIA YEE I MISS AH FOOK I MISS VIVIAN

I MISS JIA WAI I MISS MEI WAI I MISS YUN MIN

I MISS JAYLYN I MISS CERN SHEAN

I MISS SHARON JIE I MISS BESTIAN

I MISS JASON I MISS RUMAH D

I NEED ITTTTTT

2009-06-07T08:43:00.000-07:00

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Things changed

2009-06-07T08:05:00.000-07:00

As the title said, thing changes..

Even you..

I don't know what's going on, butt something told me that you have changed..

Who are you? I have to admit..

You are no longer the one that i used to know..

He's good.. he's nice.. he's funny.. BUTT nott annoying..

I know there must be something wrong..

Therefore, I am...

I can help nothing..

Maybe I should let you be..

I'm done with these...

I'm nothing for you..

I'm sorry.........

Anyhow, I'm always here for you...

Just try your best will do..

Stop being sad...

Friendship..STILL...

An overnight stay

2009-06-06T06:56:00.000-07:00

My babyyyy came over my sweet home this few days

Her friendly smiles warmed my heart and so i love her, my babyyyy@_@

Well, there's sound of laughing all the time when i get together with my babyyyy..

She's a good laugh, she couldn't help laughing at my jokes everytime, silly one, HAHAHAHA

So i guess the pictures show everything..

Overall, thousandth times of laugh will go

Thoroughly enjoyed!BLISS!!!

mY cuTiE

2009-06-05T03:19:00.000-07:00

2009-06-03T08:17:00.000-07:00

Answer my call kaiye, I need you now!

I need you WOMAN!!!

Annoying

2009-06-03T08:10:00.000-07:00

I know I did change a lot.So are you.>

So whats the point were you telling me?

bye

su yin

2009-06-01T06:48:00.001-07:00

blog is updated.

full stop.

Tell me

2009-05-29T08:10:00.002-07:00

Why are you angry with me?

Is it because of my results?

My attitude, either?

Can you tell me what did i do?

Seriously<>

I have no idea..

Anyway..

It was wrong of me to make you angry with me..

I’m sorry..

Read her blog

2009-05-29T08:04:00.001-07:00

I hate you!

I LOVE YOU!!!

I MISS YOu TOO!!!!!!

Tears from my heart...

watch it

2009-05-29T06:57:00.000-07:00

I’m showing off, OBVIOUSLY@_@

HHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAH

nice day!

2009-05-29T06:10:00.000-07:00

See what did i do today?hahah@_@

enjoy

2009-05-29T02:48:00.000-07:00

have fun in japan woman!

full stop.

love

2009-05-28T21:47:00.000-07:00

When you love someone, you know that this person all your dreams can be found. You begin to believe not only in yourself, but in another, as well. Love bears all things, believes all things, endures all things.. You can give without loving, but you can't love without giving. Love begins when a person feels another person's need as important as his own. For me, love never ends...

Touching

2009-05-24T06:23:00.000-07:00

Finally i have something to passion for, what will that be?

THE KITE RUNNER

It a story of betrayal, love..

It gives me a vivid and engaging story@_@

There are many magic words that moved me to tears when reading the kite runner..

Read it guys, I bet most of you will cry out after reading this..

trust me..

READ IT!

merdeka

2009-05-20T02:58:00.000-07:00

Finally it's all over!

Nothing much to say..

Relaxing..

Bye guys!

i'm still normal

2009-05-09T09:19:00.000-07:00

1 + 1 = 3

2 + 2 = 22

3 + 3 = -3

2 - 3 = 5

6 - 7 = 13

9 - 2 = 92

5x + 2x

x = 2/5

See, my equations show my true colors.

Do I look like i'm still ok?

Obviously = ( )O

Dying

2009-05-09T08:42:00.000-07:00

PHYSICS+CHEMISTRY+BIOLOGY+ADD.MATH+SEJARAH+P.MORAL

They are killing me!

Exams are just around the corner. Imagine how the feeling could be as i am studying like hell but end up i forget everything? Don't feel like studying but crying... Out of stress! Honestly, I know my stuff and I can't really concentrate on my study now. Just trying to fix my attention on it. I don want to fail any of the subjects anymore , help me out of this! please!

happy birthday

2009-04-30T08:05:00.000-07:00

WHEN?

1 hour and 15 minutes to go... ( malaysia )

9 hours and 15 minutes to go... ( london )

WHAT?

I'm still waiting for the moment to come...

WHY?

It's a very important day for my family and I...

BECAUSE?

1st of MAY is my beloved sanke's birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

WE LOVE YOU jun hung yap

love, yon.

hottest topic

2009-04-30T06:31:00.000-07:00

Ok people, for your information, the HOTTEST topic for the moment will be LEE HOM 's concert. He is COMING to MALAYSIA!! Almost everyone is talking about the concert now. Too SAD because i can't go to his concert.. It's too LATE! HAIZ..

Even i can't go for lee hom's concert but nevertheless i still hope that the concert will be bloody COOL as the people thought. Have FUN guys!

Fun

2009-04-30T03:14:00.001-07:00

Jq you wanna fight?@.@

She was not studying, TRUST ME.

Cool

KESH, his hair .. HAHAHAH

Look at andrew's hair, HAHAH

such a boring life.

2009-04-21T06:48:00.000-07:00

YOYO people, I know it's been quite a while since my last blog posted. WHY? Because there was just NOTHING interesting to blog about. SAD! Anyway, the lovely weekend has came to the end and the bloody hell school is here again but it makes NO difference to me. Didn't studied anything as our school is holding its annual sports day. The whole day at school today was so damn BORING and just only SOME of them were having a fun time. Anyway, instead of being BORING DEAD for the whole day, i went to the chemistry lab and help to sew the BERUANG'S (will be the champion of 2009, HAHA )costumes during break. OH NO! FIRST time man. Just TRUST me. That was the WORSE part of the day for me. HELP ME! If it helps you to imagine me as a weird-looking cat lifting my paw to you, PLEASE GO AHEAD. HAHAHA.

Nice Song

2009-04-03T18:46:00.001-07:00

Cherish

Kool & The Gang Music & Lyrics : K. Bayyan - J. Taylor Kool & The Gang

Let's take a walk together near the ocean shore Hand in hand you and I

Let's cherish every moment we have been given

The time is passing by I often pray before I lay down by your side

If you receive your calling before I awake

Could I make it through the night

Cherish the love we have

We should cherish the life we live

Cherish the love

Cherish the life

Cherish the love

Cherish the love we have

For as long as we both shall live

Cherish the love

Cherish the life

Cherish the love

The world is always changing

Nothing stays the same

But love will stand the test of time

The next life that we live in

Remains to be seen

Will you be by my side

I often pray before I lay down by your side

If you receive your calling before I awake

Could I make it through the night

Cherish the love we have

We should cherish the life we live

Cherish the love

Cherish the life

Cherish the love

Cherish the love we have

For as long as we both shall live

I love my family

2009-03-01T02:50:00.000-08:00

Family I love

love my family with my hold heart.My love is Joy to love my family
Family is sad and happy and love.Family is fun and painful and pretty.
My family is like all families we havelove and we have happiness and tears
I love my hold family
My family is like angels who fly in sky
I am grateful that I have family that loves
me.
My family are kind and nice and fun to be
around
My family is painful like all familys are and
heart breaking and Evil sometimes
My family is heart breaking and deadly like
everyone else
Hey I can't stop loving my family not matter what
it coats in the family.
Way my family is just makes me want have family
with someone be as good as they are.
But God know I love my family
and our love is great to have in life
and even know they leave he world they still
a live in my hearts.

Friends

2009-02-28T08:54:00.000-08:00

Moving to a new environment can often leave people feeling lonely, but not me. In fact, I would like to make some new friends instead of being quiet or thinking of myself as a " successfully shy person". haha..I will always be myself, and find some same-minded others because friendship are often formed between people who have a common interest even if we are in a new place where we don't know a soul, we can also just keep up with our interests wherever we can. Then, when we do finally meet some new people, there must be something other than SOUP OPERAS which is more interesting to talk about. However, meeting some new people is also something that skillful. As I am, I always feel nervous, curious, anxious and of course excited before talking to them. But then, I will make the first move takes the pressure off other people. Thus, I have made some friends which are very cordial, outgoing and humorous...hehe.. There's a friend I met which is an amicable, sincere, responsible and trustworthy girl who's name karin. I wish I were as gregarious as she is, she ends up talking with everyone in the class or even at school. Maybe she is always smiling and complimenting folk. haha.. just wish that I could have the same characteristics as her which can give an outstanding impression to people.

Time's flying by, moving so fast...

2009-02-27T07:13:00.000-08:00

Time changes everything except something among us which is always be a surprise. I’ve always (as far as I can remember) had the feeling that time went by too fast —Sometimes it seems quite unbelievable that more than 3 years have passed since my first day of secondary school. Today as I was reading a book, sorting through my memories of the yesteryears, especially last year, where the memories of sweet stories are still so vivid in my memory. I would say most of the good memories involves a brilliant sissy. We used to talk non-stop, mostly gossip about things that has happened in school or around us. It's a pity that we can no longer do the same. Whatever begins, also ends. Maybe it's better that if we just cut it off. It would not be that easy to keep up the best relationship that we had before. Although we both are sad about what has happened, at least we knew it's the right way forward for the sake of our studies. Or else we would spend too much time and get influence by each other. The fact is , one grows out of people and the only thing that we can do is to face it. Still can't even believe that a year has passed since the sissy days. I’ve been thinking about that recently. What makes time seem to go by “too fast” is simply that I’m frustrated that I have accomplished what I thought I would in a given timeframe. Therefore, we have to cherish every single moment and people what is in front of us.

Life is Short

Life is short,
Time is short.
Let's do something that is good
During these times.
For God is ready
To take to us back to Him.
Forget the old things
And come to this new life.
And forgive everybody
And join in this great fun
Of happiness and sharing.

Keep It Up

2009-02-27T05:33:00.000-08:00

If your down... listen to this song... I got this song from someone else.. it will make you feel lighter, especially when the real meaning of the song will sink in to you... ahaha... :D Kinda love this SONG...

SO SMALL

Carrie Underwood

What you got if you ain’t got love

The kind of that you just want to give away,

It’s ok to open up,

Go ahead and let the light shine through,

I know it’s hard on a rainy day,

You wanna shut the world out

And just be left alone,

But don’t run out on your faith,

Cause sometimes that mountain

You’ve been climbing is just a grain of sand,

And what you’ve been out there

Searching for forever, is in your hand,

When you figure that love is all that matters after all,

It sure makes everything else seem so small

It’s so easy to get lost inside a problem

That seems so big at the time it’s like a river that’s so wide

It swallows you whole,

While you sittin’ around thinking about what you can’t change,

And worryin’ about all the wrong things,

Time’s flying by, moving so fast,

You better make it count, cause you can’t get it back.

Cause sometimes that mountain

You’ve been climbing is just a grain of sand.

And what you’ve been out there

Searching for forever is in your hands.

When you figure that love is all that matters after all,

It sure makes everything else seem so small.

Sometimes that mountain

You’ve been climbing is just a grain of sand,

And what you’ve been out there,

Searchin’ for forever is in your hands.

Oh, when you figure love is all that matters after all,

It sure makes everything else

Oh, it sure makes everything else seem so small.

Bad news

2009-01-30T08:14:00.000-08:00

I have been going to Cempaka for two weeks already and yet I am still finding it hard to adapt well. There are many things which I have to learn to cope with in this new environment. The fact that pretty much every student is perfectly capable of grasping the massive amount of information and torrential (horrendous!!) homework at school is somewhat refreshing for me. In my previous school, most of the students adopt a more laid back attitude towards studies only to find themselves struggling during examination period. I think I prefer the former!

All the pressure that is building up makes me all the more excited with the forthcoming CNY holidays. I need a break badly!

Looking forward to meeting up with relatives, catching up with old friends and most importantly.. u guessed it right-ANG POWS!

A fresh start.

2009-01-22T22:55:00.000-08:00

Every year, January marks the beginning of a new academic year but this year it was a different experience altogether as I will be enrolled to a new school, Sri Cempaka! Before I was offered a place in the school, I had to sit for entry examinations-English, Malay and Maths; and will be interviewed by the principal. Despite having done some preparation, I must admit that I was terribly nervous during the actual day! After a few days, Mrs. Tan gave me a call and informed me that I was accepted to Sri Cempaka. Such a relief!

Over the past two weeks, I have met some friends who are friendly. They brought me around the school, introduced me to other friends and taught me how things work in school. I thoroughly enjoyed getting to know them. It was interesting studying in Sri Cempaka because it's a good learning environment. The student-teacher ratio here is much lower compared to my previous school. The facilities here are excellent and of course the students are also kind and nice.

Bottom line? I love it!